How I Built a Human-Like Memory for My Local LLM Without Using Any Special Library

This is a very naive and beginner way to just get the thing done in the most easy and raw way possible, I won’t be using any specific library or complex code for this project, this is just an exploration code. Ok, so I am a beginner coder, currently in my sophomore year of college, and recently I got super obsessed with running local AI models on my laptop using Ollama. ...

March 14, 2026 · 11 min · 2273 words · Eshan

The Case Against Humanity

You think you are a good person. You woke up today, perhaps kissed your partner, went to a job to provide for your family, and maybe you even held a door open for a stranger. You tell yourself that you are “civilized,” that you are part of a “developing” society, and that you possess “humanity.” You are lying to yourself. If we strip away the cover, the marketing, and the willful ignorance you use to sleep at night, what remains is not a “gentleman” or a “civilized being.” What remains is a parasite. A creature so blindingly arrogant and selfish that it has convinced itself that its comfort is worth more than the screaming agony of every other living thing on this planet. ...

January 23, 2026 · 17 min · 3621 words · Eshan

Can You Run Recursion on Ideas?

I’ve only been thinking about this idea for the past two or three days, but it has completely hijacked my head. Not in a clean, organized way. More like it keeps popping up when I’m not trying to think about it, and every time it comes back, it looks slightly different. I don’t even know if I fully believe it yet, which is probably why I’m writing this down instead of just letting it sit in my head. ...

January 18, 2026 · 6 min · 1261 words · Eshan